Paying
Our Debt
Rev.
Dr. Tom Sorenson, Pastor
June
18, 2017
Scripture:
Genesis 18:1-15; Psalm 116:1-2, 12-19
Let
us pray: May the words of my mouth and the meditations of all of our
hearts be acceptable in your sight O God, our strength and our
redeemer. Amen.
If
you’re like me, and I suspect that in this respect many of you are,
you have debts you have to pay. Financial debts, I mean. Mortgage
payments or rent are common ones. Credit card bills are
another—that’s a significant one for Jane and me at the moment.
Maybe car payments. Utility bills. Maybe for some of you still
student loan debt. Medical bills. Those can cause lots of problems
for many people. There are all kinds of monetary debts that are just
part of our lives in this world we live in.
So
just what precisely is a debt? Well, to have debt is to have an
obligation to someone that you have to meet. In the case of all those
monetary debts I mentioned we have purchased something, or are
purchasing something. Someone has either given us what we’re
purchasing in expectation that we will pay for it, like a utility
bill. Or someone has let us money to buy something—a house, a car,
or something else—and we are obligated to pay that money back,
almost always with interest. To have a debt is to owe something to
somebody.
There
are of course debts other than monetary debts. I’ll speak for
myself here. I owe nonmonetary debts to all the people in my life who
have loved me—my parents first of all, then my late first wife, my
wife Jane, my children. I owe a nonmonetary debt to all of the people
who have taught me in my life—my public school teachers, college
professors, especially my main Ph.D. advisor and the professors I had
in seminary. People who have mentored me, especially the late Rev.
Dr. Dennis Hughes. Those are debts I can never repay. Mostly what I
owe these people is gratitude. Respect too. They have made me who I
am, for better or for worse. The debt I owe them isn’t a legal
obligation like the obligation to repay a loan or pay for services
rendered, but I feel it as a moral obligation even though it’s not
a legal one. So there are different kinds of debts with different
kinds of obligations that flow from them.
The
Psalmist of Psalm 116 that we heard this morning speaks of a debt
too. He starts his psalm saying “I love the Lord,
for he has heard my voice.” He says “Because he turned his ear to
me, I will call on him as long as I live.” He doesn’t refer
explicitly to debt and repayment in these opening verses, but in
verse 12 he does. He says: “How can I repay the Lord
for all his goodness to me?” He is feeling a moral obligation to do
something in response to God’s goodness. He doesn’t say that God
requires anything from him before doing good for him; but God has
done good for him, and he is feeling the need to repay what he
experiences as a moral obligation.
That
I think is how debts work in the dynamics of grace and salvation.
Ancient Israel knew its God as good. There is a phrase that recurs in
the Old Testament, especially in the Psalms though not exclusively
there, that expresses this belief. Psalm 118, for example, begins
with it. It says: “Give thanks to the Lord,
for he is good; his love endures forever.” Israel felt a moral
obligation to respond to God’s goodness to them, both individually
and as a nation.
That’s
one of the main ways ancient Israel understood God’s grace, not
that they had to do anything to earn it (although that voice is in
the Old Testament too) but that they had an obligation to respond to
God’s grace. Look, for example, at how the book of Exodus is
constructed. It begins with the god of the Hebrews seeing their
suffering in Egypt, and that god vows to free them from that
suffering. God doesn’t do that because the Hebrew people are
particularly good. It’s not because they have obeyed God’s law.
In fact, when the book of Exodus opens God has given them only one
law, the law of male circumcision. So God isn’t acting here because
the people have obeyed some divine command. God acts because the
people need God to act. It’s only after God has freed them from
captivity in Egypt that God gives the law at Mt. Sinai. God didn’t
demand something from the people before God acted to free them, God
just asks that they respond in a certain way after
God has freed them from Egyptian captivity. Our Psalmist this morning
seems to understand matters the same way. He doesn’t say God
required anything of him before helping him, but he nonetheless feels
that somehow he has to repay God’s goodness to him.
Folks,
that’s how it is with God’s grace for us too. I know that many if
not all of us were taught something different about God’s grace. We
were taught perhaps that we have to live a certain way to get it.
That usually meant avoid certain behaviors that were defined as sins.
Most Protestants have been taught that they have to believe the right
things in order to stand in God’s grace. People can cite biblical
passages that seem to assert that understanding, but I understand
verses that suggest we have earn God’s grace to mean that if we
have faith in Christ we will reap the benefits of a salvation that
God has already given us in Jesus Christ, not that we have to believe
first in order to be saved as a consequence of our belief. Grace
comes first, any obligation we have toward God comes in response to
grace, not as a precondition of it.
The
Psalmist of Psalm 116 felt he had to repay God. He felt he had a debt
to God. Well folks, I feel we have a debt to God too; but it’s not
a legal debt. It is a moral debt. It is a debt of gratitude and
thanksgiving. It is a debt of love given for love received. It is an
obligation I create for myself, not one God creates for me. Saint
Paul speaks of it when he says things like “How can you who have
been forgiven keep on sinning?” In this way of thinking our seeking
to avoid sin is a response to God’s forgiveness, not something that
earns us God’s forgiveness.
So
God’s grace in which we all stand is free and unmerited, but it has
consequences. It creates a moral obligation on us to respond to God’s
grace with lives filled with grace. It calls us to respond to God’s
love with lives of love. It calls us to respond to God’s love for
us with lives filled with love for all God’s people without
exception. This obligation is not legal, it is moral. Failing to
repay it doesn’t remove God’s grace, but failing to repay it can
result in us not living into the fruits of God’s grace. Sure. We
can get selfish. We can say well, God loves me anyway, so why
shouldn’t I go out and do any old thing I want? We can say that.
Saying it and acting on it won’t make God very happy, but we can do
it.
If
we do, or if we do nothing in response to God’s grace, we treat
God’s grace as what Dietrich Bonhoeffer called “cheap grace.”
Cheap grace is grace that doesn’t cost anything. Bonhoeffer said
God’s grace isn’t cheap in part because it cost a man, Jesus, his
life. But God’s grace is not cheap for the additional reason that
it costs us something too. If we really understand it, it costs us
our lives. Not literally like it cost Jesus, but still. If we really
understand God’s grace we will know that we must do something in
return. We must do no less than devote our lives to the service of
the one in whose grace we stand.
So
let’s pay our debt to God, shall we? Not because we’re damned if
we don’t but because we know that we have received the greatest
gift God can give or that any human can receive, the gift of God’s
grace. God’s grace is free in the sense that God gives it freely,
but it is expensive in the sense that it calls us to turn our lives
around. It calls us to live lives as free from sin as we can make
them. It calls us to the spiritual life, the life of prayer and
worship, the life of contemplation and discernment. The life that
values the spiritual over the material. Beyond that, it calls us to
serve God’s world and God’s people the way God serves them and
us, or at least as fully that way as we can. It calls us to lives
committed to peace. It calls us to lives committed to caring for all
who are in need, or at least as many as we can. It calls us to lives
committed to working for justice for all people, for the end of
systems that institutionalize injustice—and there are more of them
than we know.
So let’s pay our debt to
God, shall we? Let’s do all we can to be more faithful disciples of
Jesus Christ. Not because we have to do that to save our souls but
because we know what God has done for us in and through him. Let’s
live deeply into our Christian faith, learn what it can teach us
about lives lived in response to grace. Let’s truly live lives of
gratitude to our Creator, Redeemer, and Sustainer, to the triune God
whom we worship and adore. It’s not that we’re damned if we
don’t. Rather, not to live in deep gratitude for God’s grace
means we haven’t understood God’s grace at all. In grace we
stand. Every one of us. Let’s respond a best we can as faithful
disciples of Jesus Christ. Amen.